G Date: Monday, June 16, 2008,
Day's out with mum today. She quitted her job in the market so she is free to ask me out. Well now lesser income for the family. I have to really plan well how to better use of my money.
Next time if I really got no money, I will not go out. Not at all, not even how friends persuade me. I had learnt my lesson. How ironic my mum can get. She said I have been spending a lot lately and yesterday she asked me if I want to go pedicure today. Walk around AMK after doing pedicure, manage to buy another pair of slippers again. Oh man my brother going to nag at me for buying things whenever I go out.
Fuck, I really miss the days in primary school whereby I go home and my mum cook dinner for me. I was such a obedient girl at that time. I do not mean that I am a brat now. Things had changed, everything is no longer the same. Things were much simpler at that time. I go home after school, had my lunch/dinner that my mum cooked. Watch drama serials with my family and laughed together. Went to bed before 11pm, then another day starts. Although everyday is like about the same, I like it cause it was so much simpler. That is why I love to watch TV dramas, it is so much simpler and you know there is always a happy ending for it.
I miss my simple life.
*** called me after I finished my pedicure. She said all her 不满 to me. I really don't know what to reply her so I just keep quiet and listen to her on the phone. She cried on the phone. I know no matter how many times I apologize, it got no use right. Yea probably I am the one who hurt her the most. It is all my fault, just push all the blame to me can? If you need someone to stand up and admit the mistakes. Let me be the person, okay. If that will made you feel better, then go ahead and hate me by all means. And her sister scolded me for being childish. Okay fine whatever, I am childish. I will never forget what her sister said to me. NEVER EVER!
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Give me a break and leave me alone for the time being.
I may not seem that strong as you all thought.
The life I lead is no longer colourful.
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